Wishing it all away

"I cannot wait to spend my life with you."
" I cannot wait until we are sharing our lives together."
" I cannot wait..."
Ken and I have both been saying these things for weeks if not months. And each time we say it, we back it up with a qualifier -- "until we are married."

The fact of the matter though, is that we ARE sharing our lives , we ARE spending our life together, and we ARE...

With all the planning and such that is going on, it is easy to get lost in the future what ifs, and I cannot waits... I am waking up to the fact today that this is not a future thing.... it is a NOW thing.

How many other things do we spend so much time looking forward to that we miss the here and now?

The walk through before the walkthrough was last Friday, the walkthrough and signing is on Thursday this week, and we get keys on the 25th! I want to enjoy ever day of this, every minute of it and every step along the way and I want to stop looking forward to the next steps.

Let's see how long that lasts.